Next semester I need to take CS 3 and Anthro 22. Next semester I'm going to do all my homework and go to every class. I'm going to get an A in both those classes, which will get me off AP forever! I'm going to try and put them all on one day, and no earlier than 10 am. Then I'll take Math 18, and then 52. Then the only class I'll have left to take is Chem 10, which is 5 units.
I also need to talk to my WS teacher. I didn't turn in a few assignments or study for a few quizzes and now I have an F.
Shane pissed me off yesterday. Since I've quit smoking, I'm going to break up with him. I'm not in love with him, and I should be seizing the day instead of smoking and laying around, watching tv. I don't even watch GG, HYM, BBT, 30Rock or Dxtr anymore.
It's just, I enjoy being in a sexually monogamous relationship. I don't want to go months without sex again, it's terrible. I'd rather be having sex with someone I don't like then have no sex at all.
Yesterday, we did it on the floor because I wanted music on but I don't like a majority of the songs he has, so I wanted to be near enough the i-Pod so that I could change it, but it only reached so far.
So I finally got around to checking out my final grade and I noticed that you gave me a 0 for the mini thesis, which I thought was a little harsh. Can't I at least get half credit for turning one in, or is my writing that horrendous?
I can't decide which I like more - online diaries or handwritten journals.
I need to shave my legs tonight so that I can dress up tomorrow. I don't want to wear a short skirt, and I don't want to have to wear stockings. I feel very happy right now, as in, I don't want to go to sleep. Why not stay up all night and only sleep for 3 or 4 hours? I'm just going to sit in class anyway and turn in the zine. I literally just have to sit there and pretend to listen.
I'm going to have to break up with Shane. You see, I don't want to marry him or have kids with him. I'm not a bad person for not wanting that! I'm done with our relationship. I want to fall in love and have sex with someone else, and I can't do that if I'm with him.
I'm bored, I need stimulation, I need something fun. Something exciting! I want something, I want to enjoy it, I want to have fun.
I've realized that I've been going to bed too early. I'm not ready to go to bed at 10 pm, I just do because I'm bored. No no no, I want to have fun and do something exciting.
Admire those who attempt great things, even if they fail.